My Obsession.

So...My first blog.
This is truly almost as exciting as i pictured it in my head. i really want to let you know, whoever is reading this..that the purpose of this blog is purely for my sae to entertain an idea that i have from time to time about writing things down. Well, this is me writing things down..
Lately things have been good. i truly managed to overcome or for that matter, get a hold of many things that have been plaguing me. Amongst them, the ever favortie topic for us young souls searching for the perfect fit, Love.
It is hard to be me. and by me i dont mean me specifically but rather, every girl that can find herself in me. a young, witty, & cute college girl with nothing but greatness waiting for her. i feel like ive done a pretty decent job at absorbing what is out there yet, there is so much to learn. it is an indeniable fact that every situation is its own. but it is so tempting to draw on the files from the past to simply attribute current situations to one of those familiar scenes. but as the story goes, life moves on and things change and people change.
which brings me to my next vital thing to write down. Change. it is something so continuous and unpredictable that the unattainable concept becomes static. it is an oxymoron of sorts, i believe. some things you dont want to change and others you cannot barely wait for it to happen. it is odd how humans can never just be fully satisfied, but perhaps if things didnt change so quickly we would possibly be all a little more content in our present situations.
I cant really say i have too much cause for complain though. school is good, my grades are holding up very graciously. My home is at peace, i feel good about everything coming my way at this point. especially considering the new attitude that has flourished independent of any desire for change. it sort of pertains to the book The Secret. you know, if you attract good things to youself by desiring them, they will come. well, essentially i want to bring knowledge into my life.
Sure, i am smart and i am cultured in all of the above but i want more than that. for the first time, in a very long time i am literally thirsty for knowledge. i cant read enough, i cannot discover enough. the world is mine and i have realized what a pity it was to be wasting it so selfishly.
anyways...i think this is a pretty good place to leave off of.
goodnight world
p.s. i am currently having a reading affair with Transformations by Anne Sexton (remixed fairy tales...watwatttt)