So, this is my third week at Christian Dior. i absolutely love it. it is exactly what i was expecting yet not what i expected at all. I feel such an incomparable feeling when im there. Ofcourse, i get bored sometimes but when i am working hard i feel like i could be there doing what im doing forever. It is so strange to think that i am an intern at Christian Dior. for so long i had pictured myself on the outside of this field that to finaly be submerged in it with no shame feels incredible.
I feel that this has come full circle to truly bring my life together to where it should be. I feel complete when i am surrounded by such amazing things even doing the stupid busy work of an intern, i still feel like this is what i should be doing. The more experience i get in the real work-force the more i see that i do not want someone on top of me telling me what to do, its quite frustrating to know that there are so many stupid rules to follow. in all of my previous jobs ive never really encountered this problem because all of my bosses have been lenient enough that they give us the control of the reigns but Dior is so huge that for this to happen is next to impossible.
My fashion sense has expanded very quickly, all of a sudden i feel so creative, truly i feel eccentric i feel vibrant and ready to take on the world its suchh an amazing feeling that i cannot wait to see what else is in store for me. i have absorbed so much information about not only procedures but the lines and the history of Dior that i feel like i have unlocked a brand new untapped area in my brain that is just so thirsty for more fashion knowledge. my life is so amazing right now that there is NO way that i would ever trade it in for anything after all of the amazing experiences that i have had not to mention to date but that i know that are waiting for me as well.
